2006-08-20

no goodness @ 6:24 p.m.

Been a quiet weekend, reminiscent of the ones before we moved here since the Zen's vet bill came to a grand total of nearly $1,000. -sigh- And now Crackhead's disappeared down the rabbit hole (that is, the basement). If there's a way outside, he'll have found it, poor fucker. Guess he'll turn up when he's hungry. Or not.

Speaking of Zen, there's been no change in her condition, really. Still yellow. Still barely moving. Only eating a few mouthfuls when we do everything but put on a floor show. At least she kept it all down yesterday. I'm beginning to wonder what we'll do if she doesn't get any better. She can't live like this; she's obviously miserable.

It would be so nice if I could have some sustained goodness in my life. Of late, the best I can do is about a month before something else goes wrongand the worry and depression come raging back.